Feeling "in between". Experiencing wonderful changes in family life and my personal heart story. Feel my heart becoming stronger. I do hope this is a time leading to a time after times. Not the kind of change that leaves one stranded, orientationless and alone. Even if it is... Truth is, I am aging. Time can only serve to bring me further to my goal. The question is: am I patient enough? And do I want it enough?
Knowing the goal is what keeps us from getting lost in whatever "everyone else" is doing. I think I am posting here, in order to remind myself of where I'm going. To keep my thoughts moving forward. If I stand still for too long I inevitably regress. It has nothing to do with an actual cessation of forward movement, but rather that everything around me continues moving on, whether I want it to or not. If I am not making progress toward my goal, the logical conclusion is a moving away from my goal.
Goals are elusive in character. They want to be caught but at no small price.
Here I stand between times. I am at a point where I can make a monumental change of direction. To turn more radically toward my goal, or walk away from it, letting it elude me...
That I certainly don't want. Well then...on we go. Run like the wind my goal. I've been chasing you this long. Lead on! I will chase you some more.
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